we fell out of love
those are just 5 words
we say when we dont want
to explain what really happened
how can i explain to someone
in a couple of seconds
that when we went our separate ways
it felt like i fell off a cliff you were my gravity
the same way it holds me down you held me down
so fucking close to you i swear i thought we could never be apart
i fell down i couldn't control the fall i was just waiting to land
and be dead
the same way i felt while we were in love every single fucking day
i was on top of the cliff looking down waiting for the day you leave
and thats when i would fall over and land so fucking hard at the bottom, it happened so fast
i dont even remember falling off but fuck i remember the land
i remember not being able to move or think or sometimes id forget to breathe
i dont know if its because of the fall that shortened my breathing or maybe i didn't want to anymore
you told me maybe we’d work out one day but right now we intoxicate each other, and poison our cells
your parents fell out of love it took them 10 years to realize it, it was through missed dinners
and secret phone calls
and coming home later than they said they would
you dont realize they’re leaving but in reality they were gone all along you just refused to believe it
how am i supposed to explain to anyone that you were the blood that ran through my viens and the reason why i ever fucking smiled in pictures
i saw you in the sun every sunday morning and i felt you in my covers wrapped around me every single fucking night i was trying to sleep but you made your way into my skin and all the way up into my brain and into my dreams id wake up every fucking morning screaming begging for you to just go away but you were always there
and i cant tell if i loved having you on my mind all the time or if you just fucking stressed me out
but now i see you in the pills i swallow to fucking try and forget you
and i saw your tongue between her teeth and i understood maybe we were never meant to be.
those are just 5 words
we say when we dont want
to explain what really happened
how can i explain to someone
in a couple of seconds
that when we went our separate ways
it felt like i fell off a cliff you were my gravity
the same way it holds me down you held me down
so fucking close to you i swear i thought we could never be apart
i fell down i couldn't control the fall i was just waiting to land
and be dead
the same way i felt while we were in love every single fucking day
i was on top of the cliff looking down waiting for the day you leave
and thats when i would fall over and land so fucking hard at the bottom, it happened so fast
i dont even remember falling off but fuck i remember the land
i remember not being able to move or think or sometimes id forget to breathe
i dont know if its because of the fall that shortened my breathing or maybe i didn't want to anymore
you told me maybe we’d work out one day but right now we intoxicate each other, and poison our cells
your parents fell out of love it took them 10 years to realize it, it was through missed dinners
and secret phone calls
and coming home later than they said they would
you dont realize they’re leaving but in reality they were gone all along you just refused to believe it
how am i supposed to explain to anyone that you were the blood that ran through my viens and the reason why i ever fucking smiled in pictures
i saw you in the sun every sunday morning and i felt you in my covers wrapped around me every single fucking night i was trying to sleep but you made your way into my skin and all the way up into my brain and into my dreams id wake up every fucking morning screaming begging for you to just go away but you were always there
and i cant tell if i loved having you on my mind all the time or if you just fucking stressed me out
but now i see you in the pills i swallow to fucking try and forget you
and i saw your tongue between her teeth and i understood maybe we were never meant to be.
Until science gives us wings, we gotta find other ways to fly.
― My ex boyfriend’s answer when his mother asked why he drank/smoked so much. (via the-fault-in-our-scars)
Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.
― (via itcuddles)
People leave you out in the cold and get mad when you learn how to get warm by yourself.
― (via schnapsliebe)
im literally so terrified of someone being a part of my life for a long time bc i know it’s gonna hurt like a bitch when they leave
I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes, the body’s way of saying ‘I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time,’ you have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies
― Eric Shaw (via perrfectly)
